Sat down to write a book
But all that came out was one lousy line
Couldn’t make up the story in time
It was twenty years ago today
The paper’s still there in the typewriter
And I can still remember that very first line
Maybe all that I grow is a hole in myself
All I accomplish is lost on myself
Yet all I feel is the way i heal
Maybe all I can grow is this hole in myself
But then maybe I don’t mind losing myself
When all I feel is the way I heal
I’m the dot at the end of the trail of debris
Been filling my void with […]

Her faces hide behind an introverted smile
from enjoying mental flicks that flash before her eyes
She’s got it bad, she’s in well over her head
Poor Jackie’s lost herselves in shades of deep red
With a set of strippers dancing madly in her head
While sifting solemnly through pages of her life
our Jackie’s coming to she’s surfacing fast
With a set of strippers dancing madly in her head
Erotic monsters sleeping under her bed
So scared of coming out or thinking out loud
So scared of coming out or thinking out loud
With a set of strippers dancing madly in her head
Erotic monsters sleeping under her bed
If you’ll trust […]

Did you lose your way?
Did you lose your way
all too suddenly?
Was it unwillingly?
And I’m wondering
I am wondering
Did you find your way?
Did you find yourself?
And I’m hoping that
I am hoping that
you can trust yourself now
and know yourself
And I’m praying that
I am praying that
you can handle your regrets
Myself i can’t
As I’m too wound up
I am too wound up
Over losing you
Losing me
Man, I’m too despaired
I am too despaired
To concede myself
To believe myself
Did you move along?
Did you move along
like you needed to?
Even wanted to?
It would be too sad
It’d be too sad
If you couldn’t
Though I thought you shouldn’t
Even hoped you wouldn’t
Hoped you wouldn’t
As for me, […]

Instrumental track. No Lyrics.

Guess I had to be kind of blind not to see
how it was bound to be in vain
Hung around for the plot to thicken
while being stabbed again and again
This time I’ll burn all bridges leading back
cause I’m not sure I’m strong enough
I simply have to bail, I’m fare to frail
to be at the receiving end
I feel torn apart and abused
Battered and bruised

I guess I’m stupid to nurture an addiction to hope
but it’s not my only vice
I surrendered again thought things would change
Now imagine my surprise
This time I’ll burn all bridges leading back
Cause I’m not sure I’m strong enough
I simply have […]

I’m prone to hunger
You’re prone to leaving
Escaping nothing
While getting nowhere
Your constant running
My constant wanting
Achieving nothing
By being nothing

Will you come my way?
Will I come yours?
Now you love me
Now you don’t
Will you come round?
Will I go down?
Now you love me
Now you don’t

By suppressing hope
By suppressing truth
I remain in tune
With this song we’re singing
For all I know
It’s the end of me
Am I for or against?
I can’t trust myself
Will you come my way?
Will I come yours?
Now you love me
Now you don’t
Will you come round?
Will I go down?
Now you love me
Now you don’t